My darling,

I miss you so much! I desire to come together with you as soon as possible and full of enjoys inside me when I miss you. Sometimes, I feel endless fortunate because the happiness of this great love and this love surrounds my soul tight. My biggest wish is that you feel the same happiness. I wish we can be together as soon as possible.

Love

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I send you my warmest regards and wishes and I want to remind you that I never forget you. I wish you have a nice day and I request that you can send me a photo of you to see you closer. I wish health and happiness for you.

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My darling! My darling! My darling!

Every day we pass, I have started to love you crazier and feel closer to you. While I have been waiting with great excitement to days that we can talk to each other and trust each other more, I have been feeling sad. While I saw you sad last days, I thought if we met in another World, I am sure there was no reason to be sad. A World with people who have no bad minds.

I don’t accept that you feel sad because of those bad people who do not know anything about us. They want to destroy our World that we want to make it beautiful and happy. In the future, together we will improve that they are wrong! You gave me that faith. You have everything that I have been looking for MY DARLING. That’s why I fell in love with you. I loved the first time and I will only love you!

You are my flower
You are my heart
You are my sun

When I smell my flower, my life will be full of happiness and joys. My sun will give me life and color. You are like my sun. Do not have any doubt that I will do my best to make you stay how you are now.

Thousand kisses!

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My darling,

I wish to whisper to your delicate ears how much my heart and soul have a desire about you. But I have the challenge to do it with letters and flowers!

Finally, I find courage in myself to write you that letter which will be helpful to make you hear my heart – beats only for you! Flowers were upset at the florist and when they understood that they are for you they become happy. They also have a desire to meet with you. That’s why I am sending you those flowers.

These flowers are for you. And you are the only flower that I can smell. First time in my life, I have been feeling like this. So, I can never explain my feelings on these letters. I want to thank you to make me feel like that. I want to think only about you in this happy mood. I know, you cannot sleep at nights like me.

Thousand kisses!

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My sun, My only love, My heart, My darling, My happiness, My hope, My sweety, My soul, My life, My rose, My life, My flower!

Trust me you are the only one!

I have been waiting to come together with you with great hope. But this waiting has started to cause sadness. Every day that makes me feel sad. I have tried to protect myself from this. I hope, you have noticed that. Sometimes my mind gets confused. I cannot control even my behaviors.

I think you have noticed that. Maybe you try to help me but we could not get our chances enough. We could talk to each other for some minutes. Do you think those few minutes are too much for me? I will wait for you if you want! But how many years more I have to wait for you? Waiting is so hard. I do not want to make you sad more. Even though, I believe and guess those good days will come with us.

With my kisses!

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My love,

If I make you sad, it happens accidentally as you can guess. But you should also think about your behaviors. It is because you tried to avoid doing one of the most beautiful things in the World.

If you send me just a letter, I will reply with a thousand letters, believe me! I live with your dream. I just try to make you happy. Is there any necessary to specify to believe that reality anymore? I do not know! I don’t remember any single day without remembering your name and smiling face. Those give me moral and pleasure. But at the same time, I suffer. When those days are coming to be together, I feel that days do not pass. That’s because I love you so much? Tell me my sweety, tell me…

At least, with your sweet lips, tell to my sister that you are fine. Do it for me my darling.
I wish you can hear my heart which beats only for you.

Thousands of kisses from here.

I still have some hopes.

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My darling,

Sorry for my late response! Honestly, I did not write to you because I had a doubt that you will not reply. But I want to write every day. Don’t have any doubt about it. After I stay far away from you again, I feel so sad. I always think about those short and sweet days that we spent together.

When I think about those days I try to feel better but it is impossible as you can guess. I started to feel that you are near me. When I realize that you are not near me, I feel upset again! You agree that if I receive a little postcard from you, I will be happy, don’t you? MY SWEETY! There is only you for me anymore. I will live just because of you. Be sure about it.

While I am writing you this letter, time is 02:20 at deep night. I could not sleep again as usual. This is a special night, cause it’s my birthday. But without you, it is not an important day for me. If you were here, I would be so happy! If you could send me a postcard, I would be so happy!

My darling, do not think that I do not understand you. If I did not understand you I would not love you. I never want to make you sad, my darling. It is just because I just want to share my feelings. A little postcard of you can make me happiest man of the World, don’t have any doubt about it my “sweet witch”. How you could make me magic? Only I can feel your nice and sweet magic. Actually, you are an “ANGEL” If you want, birds can bring your news to me. But you don’t do that just because of your worries and respect to your parents, right my darling?

Thousand kisses.

Yours

From my father to my mother…
From Krefeld, Germany to Turkey
Between 1973-1976